Sudarshana devi dasi
As devotees we are in complete illusion that, "I am serving Krishna". You are not serving Krishna. Only by getting up at 4'o clock, He serves you a little bit in the later lives. This is the way to be happy, healthy, wealthy and wise. And in order to be happy, healthy and wise, you have to give up this ahankaar because it is Krishna's will. So please remember this. Unless we don't get puffed up that 'I am doing, I am doing', this ahankaar - this false-ego that, "I am serving", we cannot go near Him.